Dejounte Murray: I never wanted nothing from them, from you, from anyone. It was, I’ma get it myself. And for me—it hurts me. Sometimes I go days where I don’t even want to answer the phone to talk to them because of the guilt. You know what I’m saying? I look at it like, Damn—they in prison. Or the others—they’re dead. Why? Why not me? What makes me so different than them? We were doing the same things.